Monday, March 21, 2016

Only A Storm

Only A Storm

by Michelle Stiles

 

On a dark and stormy night
I sit in my room full of fright.
The thunder grumbles all around.
It makes me fumble at the sound.
How lucky I am to be in my warm bed
I could be frozen and drenched outside instead.
Drip. Drip. Drop. KABOOM!
That sudden drop came too soon.
I hide under my the covers to keep warm
And remind myself that it’s only a storm.

Tuesday, March 8, 2016

Hart Has Heart (article)


Hart has Heart
By Michelle Stiles


            The State University of New York at Oswego has a unique living arrangement for international students. Hart Hall Global Living and Learning Center is the dormitory on campus where students from all around the world live together. Every student from Canadian to Chinese is welcome.
            I interviewed five awesome women about what life is like living in Hart Hall. The students I interviewed are four one-year residents. Qianying Xia and Junting Wang are from South China. Cynthia Suggs and Chance Talcott are from America. I also interviewed Hart Hall’s Faculty Resident Mentor / Conference and Programming Coordinator, Dr. Rebecca Burch. She is a nine-year resident as well as a SUNY Oswego professor. She is the woman to talk to about living in Hart Hall.
            In order for a student to reside in Hart Hall they must undergo a process. According to Dr. Rebecca Burch, “A student can request to live in Hart Hall through the Reslife office. There used to be an essay requirement, but that may have been waived. To remain in the hall, the student must be enrolled in the IST 190/390 course.  Students in the course must attend and/or participate in a total of six (6) pre-approved lectures, panel discussions and other activities that enhance their classroom learning experiences. Three (3) of these activities must be Hart Hall (in-hall) events. Students are also required to complete ten (10) hours of approved community service per semester.”
The community service and ISTs are meant to get the students involved as well as fulfill the one credit class requirement. Dr. Rebecca Burch explained, “IST is the acronym given to the International Studies course. However, this was changed to Global Issues and Awareness, so IST actually stands for Global Issues and Awareness.” The ISTs range from watching International films to PowerPoint discussions conducted by the humanitarian club on campus ONE @ SUNY Oswego. They are both fun and informative. When asked about the least favorite thing about living in Hart Hall from the student’s perspective, the work was the top reason. However, what college student doesn’t complain about work?
Another interactive part of living in Hart Hall is that American students get paired with international students as Conversation Partners. Cynthia and Junting are conversation partners as are Chance and Qianying. This way the American students get the chance to learn a new language while the international students can practice their English. As an example Qianying and Cynthia demonstrated what it is like:
Qianying: “Cyndy你怎么样? (Cyndy nǐ zěnme yàng?)” Cyndy how are you?
Cynthia: “我很好. (Wǒ hěn hǎo)” I am fine.
Conversation partners are also a good way for international students to get translations and homework help. Most of the time conversation partners turn out to be good friends.
            The interactions between international students and American students vary. Sometimes there is a language barrier that makes it difficult for them to connect. However, the American Hart Hall residents are sensitive to the international students and for the most part are accepting and understanding. According to Cynthia, “It also depends on if you’ve got the conversation because at first you’re still shy because you don’t know the person. But once you get to know them it doesn’t matter if they’re from a different culture. It’s like you grew up with them & are like ‘Hey how you doing? Whatsup girl?’ That kinda thing.” Language barriers can also interfere with classwork sometimes. No need to fear though because SUNY Oswego provides services for students that may need extra time taking exams or who have learning disabilities.
When a student lives in Hart Hall it is important for them have an open mind. Part of the experience is being enriched with a collaboration of different cultures. When asked how she likes living with international students Chance replied, “It’s the only reason I’m here. Because I like being surrounded by culture. I live in America I know what its like.” It is a unique living arrangement to have so many different people living in one place but that is part dorm life. There is and always will be a fish out of water feeling when any student (international or not) moves into the dormitories. When in college students don’t only learn academics; they learn how to socially interact with people from different backgrounds.
Another major change that international students face is the climate. Many of them come from countries that have little to no snow and in Oswego, New York snow is a major factor. When asked about the weather Junting said, “We are from southern part of China so actually we seldom see like that much snow. It’s so cold but snow is like good for us to see because we’ve never seen it much but the wind is not good.” True the wind can be brutal. That is why it is a virtue that Hart Hall is attached to a gym and dining hall.
The dining halls serve many different American meals. International students have the chance to get try new delicious American food. However, some meals can make students sick if they are not accustomed to the way in which the food is cooked. Dr. Rebecca Burch made a valid point, “Cooking their own meals in the hall can actually be beneficial if they are sharing their culture with others (and thereby making new friends) or cooking with other students from their country because this can help eliminate their homesickness and their hunger.” Food is an easy way to experience other cultures because everyone likes to eat.
For those of age, drinking and smoking can be an easy way for international students to bond with American students. Although excessive drinking is not permitted in any of the dormitories, downtown Oswego has an array of different bars and dance clubs. “Other cultures have lower ages for smoking and drinking and allow public smoking and drinking on campus and in residence halls. Students from these cultures can have a difficult adjustment period here (imagine a student who is used to smoking in their room, now having to go outside into the snow 25 feet from the building, or a student walking into a res-hall lobby drinking a beer and getting disciplined). Other cultures have similar rules to ours so they have less of an adjustment,” said Dr. Rebecca Burch. One of the best ways for international students to make new friends and fit in is to get involved on campus. SUNY Oswego provides countless clubs, sports and other group activities.
Hart Hall is the basis for international student living on campus. However, students do have the option to live in other dormitories. When I asked if they, “Think it would be better if the international students were spread out throughout the campus in different dorms?” the results varied. Junting thought that, “Like if I stay in another hall with like all Americans but just like me and a few foreigners I would feel like a little bit burdened. Like half/half: half American students and half international students. It would be good like international students from many different countries. Not only from some specific country.” It also depends on the individual. Dr. Rebecca Burch made an interesting point “We have had students move to other residence halls, particularly on west campus, and then request to move back into Hart. I think certain halls (Funnelle, the lakeside halls) are more welcoming and accommodating to international students. However, this can also differ with culture. Students from Asian cultures have had terrible experiences with west campus, but the Canadian students (the hockey team) live in Onondaga and have no problems that I know of.” Hart Hall is usually the most comfortable living arrangement for international students on campus.
            Leaving college for any student can be a bittersweet experience. Chance, Cynthia Qianying, and Junting all agreed that it would be sad for them to go back home and leave their “college family”. However, it will be a happy feeling for them to be reunited with their families in their native countries.
            I asked the students “If you could rate Hart Hall on a scale of 1-10, 1 being ‘Horrible, I hate it’ or 10 being like ‘It’s the best thing in the world’, what would you rank it?”  Cynthia and Junting gave it an 8. Chance and Junting gave it a 9. Dr. Rebecca Burch also admitted “I adore living here”. All in all Hart Hall is a fun, welcoming, informative, and culturally rich living arrangement on SUNY Oswego campus.

Wednesday, January 27, 2016

Slapped (Flash Non-fiction)

Slapped

by Michelle Stiles

When I was in elementary school I got a referral for slapping an annoying boy. It was a hot June day at lunch so I was already irritated. My friend Nina and I were minding our own business when Jesse came around. He kept saying “Mama” repeatedly. Nina and I were livid. When we couldn’t take it anymore, I stepped up and slapped him hard on the back. POW! Struck, Jesse screamed in anguish. I got in trouble but my fellow classmates cheered me on because Jesse annoyed everyone and he had it coming. For elementary school is the old time you can get away with fighting without serious legal consequences. It was worth it.

Sunday, November 29, 2015

Gentle Breeze (Guided Imagery)

Gentle Breeze


by Michelle Stiles

Sit down and take a deep breath.
Close your eyes, relax, and forget about any stress you have.
Picture yourself on a warm beach at sunset.
Look at the beautiful colors of the sky.
Feel the warm, gentle breeze caress your cheek.
Squish your bare feet in the sand.
Take a look around.
What do you see?
How do you feel?
When I count to 10 open your eyes and write.
1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10!

Monday, October 26, 2015

The Girl With The Golden Gun


The Girl With The Golden Gun

by Michelle Stiles


Annabelle was a quiet girl. Her hair was red and her soul was on fire. All she wanted was to be loved. Her parents loved her and everything but some days she felt like they did not really care. Too wrapped up in their own life issues to ask her, “Are you ok?’
Her father, Walter was a simple country farmer. He grew up with three older brothers and always felt as step behind. Over the years, his brothers moved all over the country and although they kept in touch via cell phone he missed them very much. His life now was nothing like the good ole days when they’d go hunting in the woods behind their cottage home.  Although he loved his daughter, he really wished he had a son to shoot with.
Her mother, Leslie was a baker. All those early mornings rolling dough so she could “roll in the dough”. She was rather successful in her small business, “Sweet Cakes”. She baked cakes for all occasions like Sweet 16s and weddings.  She was a true talent and knew that love was the best ingredient.  All her cakes and pastries were made from scratch.
The family owned a small farm. Leslie used the chickens’ fresh eggs in her recipes. Annabelle had a special connection with the animals. They weren’t judgmental and rude like humans. Walter on the other hand, saw animals as nothing much more than profit makers and food. He absolutely loved to hunt and would keep taxidermies of his kills. They would eat venison on a regular basis. Leslie would prep the meals with tender loving care. They always came out delicious—savory without being too salty. She could really burn some pans. 
One night at dinner, Annabelle was feeling blue. She hardly touched her plate and tears were formed in her eyes. Seeing her daughter’s sadness, Leslie tapped her plate and said, “What’s the matter sweetheart?”
Leslie looked up and said, “Nothing Momma, I just feel alone.”
“But we’re right here baby. “ Walter interjected.
“Walter…” Leslie snapped. She could see that Annabelle was serious. Walter just hushed up and continued eating his venison meatloaf.
“How’s about we bake some dessert together? Just you and me Annabelle.” Leslie suggested.
Annabelle just rolled a pea around on her plate with her fork. Without looking up she said, “But we do that all the time. I want to do something different.”
A bit offended, Leslie just looked down and continued to eat her meal. Walter saw how Annabelle’s reaction hurt his wife’s feelings so he sat up straight, looked Annabelle in the eyes and said, “You know what Annabelle, your mother and I are trying here. Could you please at least attempt to be nice? How about you come shooting with me sometime?”
Annabelle looked up and snuffed her nose. “I don’t want anything to do with hurting innocent animals!”
“We don’t have to go hunting. We can just shoot soda cans in the backyard.” Walter suggested.
“That sounds like a wonderful idea Walter.” Leslie exclaimed.
Coming around, Annabelle smirked and said, “I guess we could give it a try.”
So after dinner, Walter and Annabelle went out back with a couple of guns and pairs of earphones while Leslie washed the dishes. Since Annabelle was only twelve years old and never really shot before, Walter gave her his old gold BB gun he used as a kid. Meanwhile he used his 44. He taught her how to aim and fire with the BB. She picked up on it quite quickly.
After a couple practice shots, Annabelle was really getting the hang of it.  Her frown had turned upside down. She was actually having fun. It also made Walter very happy to see his daughter enjoy shooting. The way they bonded over guns reminded him of the camaraderie between him and his brothers growing up. He had the realization that he did not need a son to be happy—Annabelle was more than enough. 
As they finished up the last of the bullets, Leslie came out with a fresh-baked strawberry rhubarb pie and vanilla ice cream.  The three of them ate their dessert on the back porch with the smell of gunpowder in the air and couldn’t be happier.

                                             The End.




Tuesday, August 18, 2015

Life is a Lump of Clay

Life is a Lump of Clay

by Michelle Stiles


You shape your life every day.
Sometimes life stays the same way.
Sometimes life is taken away.
You should always live up to all of your day.
Life is a lump of clay.

Wednesday, July 22, 2015

Red-Headed Slut (Screenplay)


Red-Headed Slut

by Michelle Stiles

INT. BEDROOM - NIGHT

In a Gothic motif bedroom a COUPLE is making out on the bed with satin sheets.

AMBER (30s), scantily clad feisty red-head and PABLO (20s), ruggedly handsome Latino from the wrong side of the tracks share a passionate kiss.

Pablo runs his hands through Amber’s hair as they lock eyes intimately. Amber reaches for the buttons on his shirt and undoes them.

Pablo sensually feels Amber up and leaves his hand on the small of her back.

Amber nibbles Pablo’s ear and he closes his eyes in bliss. Amber flashes him a teasing smile.

CLOSEUP of Amber’s left hand intertwined with Pablo’s hand. On her ring finger is a five carat diamond RING that twinkles in the light.

Suddenly, a loud ruckus is heard from behind the door. Both Pablo and Amber perk up in alert.

Amber tosses Pablo his shirt. Pablo dresses fast and heads towards the window. Just as Pablo opens the window NORMAN (30s), fat ugly man storms into the room.

Pablo looks like a deer in the headlights and bolts out the window. 

Norman runs after him but misses him by just a hair. Amber hides under the covers in fear.

Norman gives her a look of disappointment that shortly evolves into anger. He rushes over to the bed and rips the covers off of Amber. Her face is flushed and her lipstick is smeared.

Norman SLAPS her hard in the face. Amber covers her cheeks with her left hand as she cries.

Norman violently grabs her wrist and yanks off the RING. He shoves it in his pocket.

Amber carries an expression of shame along with a developing black eye. Norman angrily runs out of the room. SLAM goes the door behind him.
                                                                                                                END SCENE.